My dear child,
I want you to know that I have forgiven you. Those
parts of your past in which I wept with you and held you, trying to calm you
down, I was with you. I was cheering you on, helping you to conquer your fears
and doubts about yourself, the world and me.
You questioned me a lot. You asked me if I would
forgive you, for both your unintentional and intentional mistakes. You asked me
where I was when you were abused and neglected, when evil things invaded your
life. You asked me why I allowed you to go through those things. You were angry
at me. I understand. In many of those times in your life, you felt like I was
absent. Not listening.
But my answer to those questions was, is and
always will be…
I have redeemed you.
I have loved you.
I have carried you.
I have mounted you up on eagles’ wings so that you
could soar over the storms in your life.
I gave you the strength you needed to fight the
battles.
There truly is nothing, no battle too big for me.
You see, I created the world and I know your pain. I have seen your pain and I
wept with you throughout your painful moments, until we had no more tears to
cry. I was angry and upset with you, that you had been so hurt. I was there for
you every step of the way. I will never abandon you. You are my precious child.
No matter what the world says, no matter what
others around you say or do, always stick to the truth that you have found
through me. Always know that you are my precious child and I would never do
anything to harm you. I am so sorry you went through all of those things, but I
truly strengthened you through those circumstances. I gave you my strength so
that you could fight the battles. I gave you courage and wisdom to get to where
you are now. I gave you a purpose and meaning for your life, something that
nobody except me could give you. I will always comfort you and I hope you know
how much I care about you. I know those moments were tough, but I am so proud
of how far you have come.
There is nothing too difficult for me. I know you
are scared about the future and the unknown but I will help you through
everything. Never give up. Keep fighting. Never stop leaning on me for
strength. Put your full trust in me because I have carried so many others through
difficult circumstances. There is nothing too dark or evil for me to handle. We
will get through this and I will help you continue to move forward.
Beautifully written.
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