Friday, November 22, 2013

Finding God

"Affliction can deepen our knowledge of God, bringing us into greater intimacy with God."
-Barry Black, The Blessing of Adversity

I read this quote and again, I was thinking about last semester.

Most of the semester, I thought everyone was after me. I heard voices say I was an awful person. When I was on the bus, I thought people were talking about me. I thought people thought I was lying about the abuse I endured as a child.

But through it all- through all the trials- I found God and He helped me through the storm.

For those who don't know, I found God at Lake Alice, a lake on campus. The first time I walked by it on the way to therapy, I knew it would become my new home. I found God in the birds, the trees, the sunrises, the sunsets, the butterflies, and the gators. I went to the lake nearly every day last semester. At the lake, I found peace in the situations I was going through. It is no overstatement to say that the lake quite possibly saved my life.

I surely am going to miss Lake Alice when I move home to New Jersey. I have very fond memories of Lake Alice, even in my toughest moments last semester. I spent many hours sitting reading and just listening to God. Throughout my toughest times, I found God.




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