Today was just a typical day but today was a monumental day for me.
I am currently not covered under my father's insurance for the first time since I knew what insurance was.
His insurance was the last tie I had to him. Now that is gone.
My father has never really been a father to me. Not even close. I even have a restraining order against him. He's done unspeakable things to me and my family..
I have to say that today was one of the best days of my life, even though I still struggled with symptoms of PTSD, caused by my father and some other family members.
After years of going to different doctors, hospitals and mental health inpatient and outpatient services, I am so relieved. You see, all those years, I had to tell the secretaries that I had no contact with him and had none of his information. Sometimes the people at the front desk were frustrated that I couldn't tell them anything about him. Same old story, different doctor.
That's gone now.
I'm done, father. I'm done.
No longer do you have any control over me.
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